1 00:00:11,154 --> 00:00:14,738 (ambling instrumental theme music playing) 2 00:00:21,905 --> 00:00:23,363 (crackles) 3 00:00:24,905 --> 00:00:26,405 (neon buzzing) 4 00:00:33,571 --> 00:00:37,905 (crunching loudly) 5 00:00:38,655 --> 00:00:42,530 (whimsical music playing) 6 00:00:42,613 --> 00:00:44,780 (crunching) 7 00:00:46,279 --> 00:00:50,321 (whimsical music continuing) 8 00:00:55,613 --> 00:00:57,279 (mosquito buzzing) 9 00:01:01,697 --> 00:01:05,113 (whimsical music continues playing on TV) 10 00:01:07,947 --> 00:01:09,947 Male: 'Sup? 11 00:01:14,571 --> 00:01:16,822 Hi. Hey. Peace. 12 00:01:16,905 --> 00:01:18,321 How ya doin'? 13 00:01:20,822 --> 00:01:22,113 Fine. 14 00:01:22,196 --> 00:01:25,113 Okay, good. Good. That's good. That's good. 15 00:01:25,196 --> 00:01:27,780 So, do you think, like, are-are you feelin' ready? 16 00:01:28,655 --> 00:01:31,530 I don't know what the fuck you're talkin' about. Ready for what? 17 00:01:32,154 --> 00:01:34,613 (chuckles) 18 00:01:34,697 --> 00:01:37,655 (laughs) 19 00:01:38,321 --> 00:01:43,446 (guffawing) 20 00:01:43,530 --> 00:01:45,488 That's not even a real fucking laugh. 21 00:01:45,571 --> 00:01:48,530 (coughing, choking) 22 00:01:48,613 --> 00:01:50,780 What, are you choking now? 23 00:01:50,863 --> 00:01:54,738 -(Hamster laughing) -(mocking cackle) 24 00:01:54,822 --> 00:01:57,113 -Hamster: Oh! Oh, man. -Ugh. 25 00:01:57,196 --> 00:01:59,279 What? What's so fucking funny? 26 00:01:59,363 --> 00:02:01,905 You. You are, Sam. 27 00:02:03,530 --> 00:02:05,530 How do you know my name? 28 00:02:06,613 --> 00:02:10,154 You-- Okay. You really have no idea what's going on, do you? 29 00:02:12,405 --> 00:02:13,655 Okay, okay, okay. You know what? 30 00:02:13,738 --> 00:02:15,405 Actually, maybe it's better this way. 31 00:02:15,488 --> 00:02:17,071 What the fuck are you even talking about? 32 00:02:17,154 --> 00:02:18,988 What the fuck do you want from me? 33 00:02:19,905 --> 00:02:21,905 It's star time, baby! 34 00:02:21,988 --> 00:02:23,905 It's time... 35 00:02:24,613 --> 00:02:26,363 to begin. 36 00:02:26,446 --> 00:02:29,947 Oh, it's time to begin? I don't have to do shit. 37 00:02:30,029 --> 00:02:31,905 (crunching loudly) 38 00:02:31,988 --> 00:02:33,738 -Hamster: No, Sam. You're right. -Shh, shh, shh. 39 00:02:33,822 --> 00:02:35,488 Hamster: You don't have to do this, 40 00:02:35,571 --> 00:02:38,238 but you want to, so you will. 41 00:02:38,321 --> 00:02:40,738 (whimsical music continuing on TV) 42 00:02:41,154 --> 00:02:43,071 (whooshes) 43 00:02:45,822 --> 00:02:47,613 (cackles mockingly) 44 00:02:47,697 --> 00:02:50,530 That's right. Who's gone now, bitch? 45 00:02:50,613 --> 00:02:54,571 (music continues on TV) 46 00:02:58,321 --> 00:03:00,071 (crumples bag) 47 00:03:08,697 --> 00:03:11,530 ♪ ♪ 48 00:03:12,405 --> 00:03:14,029 (heart thumps) 49 00:03:16,905 --> 00:03:19,947 (heart thumping) 50 00:03:23,363 --> 00:03:26,154 (heart thumping rhythmically) 51 00:03:26,238 --> 00:03:28,113 (sighs) 52 00:03:36,321 --> 00:03:38,321 (sighs) God. 53 00:03:40,279 --> 00:03:42,071 (heartbeat quickens) 54 00:03:42,154 --> 00:03:45,697 Electronic voice: ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 55 00:03:45,780 --> 00:03:49,488 - ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ -(dance music playing) 56 00:03:52,780 --> 00:03:56,363 ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ 57 00:03:56,446 --> 00:04:00,279 - ♪ S-T-A-R T-I-M-E ♪ -Holy shit. 58 00:04:00,363 --> 00:04:03,905 Hamster: Oh, yeah! 59 00:04:03,988 --> 00:04:06,780 Ho-ho! Shit, yeah, Sam! 60 00:04:06,863 --> 00:04:11,738 (dance music playing) 61 00:04:11,822 --> 00:04:14,488 What the fuck is going on? 62 00:04:14,571 --> 00:04:16,655 (laughs) 63 00:04:16,738 --> 00:04:19,780 ♪ ♪ 64 00:04:33,697 --> 00:04:37,279 ♪ S-T-A-R, star time, star time ♪ 65 00:04:37,363 --> 00:04:39,405 ♪ It's star time, you know it ♪ 66 00:04:39,488 --> 00:04:41,113 ♪ You want it, you hate it ♪ 67 00:04:41,196 --> 00:04:43,029 -♪ You love it, you gotta have it ♪ -(Sam moaning) 68 00:04:43,113 --> 00:04:44,697 ♪ It's star time, it's star time ♪ 69 00:04:44,780 --> 00:04:46,863 ♪ Star time, star time, gotta get them stars ♪ 70 00:04:46,947 --> 00:04:48,780 ♪ Gotta feel them stars, you want them stars, girl ♪ 71 00:04:48,863 --> 00:04:50,780 -Yes, I love you. -♪ Gotta get them stars, girl ♪ 72 00:04:50,863 --> 00:04:53,238 Oh, God. How do you do that? 73 00:04:53,321 --> 00:04:55,405 -♪ Star time! ♪ -(moaning) 74 00:04:55,488 --> 00:04:58,613 -Oh, yeah. (moaning) -♪ S-T-A-R, S-T-A-R ♪ 75 00:04:58,697 --> 00:05:00,321 - ♪ T-I-M-- ♪ -(dance music stops) 76 00:05:01,196 --> 00:05:04,571 (whimsical music playing on TV) 77 00:05:19,905 --> 00:05:22,071 ♪ ♪ 78 00:05:26,947 --> 00:05:30,613 (heart thumping slowly) 79 00:05:38,530 --> 00:05:40,905 Ain't nothin' like that star time, eh, Sammy? 80 00:05:43,113 --> 00:05:45,238 -(Sam grunts) -(laughing): Whoa. 81 00:05:45,321 --> 00:05:47,822 Oh, baby girl! You still don't get it, do you? 82 00:05:47,905 --> 00:05:51,446 -What the fuck do you want from me? -See. Right? 83 00:05:51,530 --> 00:05:53,279 Exactly. 84 00:05:53,363 --> 00:05:55,196 That's the big question. 85 00:05:55,279 --> 00:05:57,071 And it's a long time comin' too. 86 00:05:57,154 --> 00:05:58,613 Fuck you. 87 00:05:59,238 --> 00:06:01,321 I don't even fuckin' know who you are. 88 00:06:01,405 --> 00:06:04,363 That... That hurts, Sam. 89 00:06:04,446 --> 00:06:06,738 After all these years, 90 00:06:06,822 --> 00:06:09,071 that really fuckin' hurts. 91 00:06:12,738 --> 00:06:14,905 ♪ ♪ 92 00:06:18,780 --> 00:06:19,738 (heart thumps) 93 00:06:19,822 --> 00:06:22,571 (heart thumping) 94 00:06:24,321 --> 00:06:25,863 (scream echoes) 95 00:06:25,947 --> 00:06:27,196 And then, the pilot said 96 00:06:27,279 --> 00:06:29,947 I could come up to the cockpit and see it. 97 00:06:30,029 --> 00:06:32,196 And he gave me this airplane, 98 00:06:32,279 --> 00:06:35,530 and said one day, I could be a pilot if I studied. 99 00:06:35,613 --> 00:06:37,238 So that's my show share. 100 00:06:38,613 --> 00:06:42,029 Teacher: Okay. You know, thank you so much, Griffin. 101 00:06:42,113 --> 00:06:43,530 That was wonderful. 102 00:06:43,613 --> 00:06:47,154 And, uh, Sam. Sam, are you ready? 103 00:06:48,697 --> 00:06:50,113 Sam? 104 00:06:53,947 --> 00:06:56,697 It's okay. Come on. 105 00:06:57,863 --> 00:06:59,655 It's okay, Sam. 106 00:07:00,613 --> 00:07:04,196 Now, what did you bring for show share today? 107 00:07:06,863 --> 00:07:09,196 Oh! What is that? 108 00:07:09,279 --> 00:07:10,738 Medicine. 109 00:07:10,822 --> 00:07:12,029 Teacher: Wonderful. 110 00:07:12,113 --> 00:07:14,655 And why did you bring it for show share, today? 111 00:07:14,738 --> 00:07:17,196 I had a really bad cough, 112 00:07:17,279 --> 00:07:20,238 and my mom gave me some to drink, 113 00:07:20,321 --> 00:07:22,071 and it helped. 114 00:07:22,154 --> 00:07:24,530 Teacher: Okay, well, thank you for sharing. 115 00:07:24,613 --> 00:07:27,113 And then that night, 116 00:07:27,196 --> 00:07:30,279 my dad came home, and he heard me coughing. 117 00:07:30,363 --> 00:07:31,530 He woke me up, 118 00:07:31,613 --> 00:07:33,571 and then he gave me some more. 119 00:07:33,655 --> 00:07:35,822 He didn't know I already had some. 120 00:07:36,947 --> 00:07:39,446 And then he tucked me in. 121 00:07:39,530 --> 00:07:42,238 And it made me feel... 122 00:07:42,321 --> 00:07:43,822 warm. 123 00:07:43,905 --> 00:07:45,947 And when I closed my eyes, 124 00:07:46,029 --> 00:07:48,530 even though they weren't open, 125 00:07:48,613 --> 00:07:51,738 -I could still see-- -Teacher: O-Okay. That-that's good. 126 00:07:51,822 --> 00:07:53,863 Don't you wanna know what I saw? 127 00:07:55,154 --> 00:07:58,071 Uh, of course. Yes. 128 00:08:00,154 --> 00:08:01,988 Stars. 129 00:08:06,279 --> 00:08:08,697 (whimpers) 130 00:08:09,238 --> 00:08:11,154 No, too much. 131 00:08:11,238 --> 00:08:12,988 I can't breathe. 132 00:08:13,071 --> 00:08:15,655 (gasps) Please! Help! 133 00:08:15,738 --> 00:08:17,822 (echoing): Somebody help me! 134 00:08:17,905 --> 00:08:19,238 (gasps) 135 00:08:20,238 --> 00:08:22,363 -Hamster: All right! -(machine whirring) 136 00:08:22,446 --> 00:08:24,405 (panting) 137 00:08:24,488 --> 00:08:26,780 Hamster: Yeah! Let's turn it up a notch! 138 00:08:26,863 --> 00:08:29,071 (panting): All right. 139 00:08:29,988 --> 00:08:33,321 Hamster: Success only comes to those who work for it! 140 00:08:33,405 --> 00:08:36,446 -(treadmill whirring) -(Sam panting) 141 00:08:37,697 --> 00:08:41,530 -I can't... -Hamster: I'm sorry. Did you just say you can't? 142 00:08:41,613 --> 00:08:43,863 Excuse me one second. 143 00:08:45,029 --> 00:08:47,196 All right. Let me see right here. 144 00:08:47,279 --> 00:08:49,321 "New Year's resolutions. 145 00:08:49,405 --> 00:08:53,613 "Quit drinking for spring semester, sophomore year. 146 00:08:53,697 --> 00:08:55,279 "Take up track. 147 00:08:55,363 --> 00:08:59,697 Beat the school record for the 800-meter dash." 148 00:08:59,780 --> 00:09:01,613 -(Sam panting) -Hamster: Why? 149 00:09:02,405 --> 00:09:04,363 (yelling): I said, why? 150 00:09:04,446 --> 00:09:07,154 -Sam: Because... -(mockingly): Because? 151 00:09:07,238 --> 00:09:09,363 Because you don't have to be... 152 00:09:09,446 --> 00:09:11,279 Spit it out, Sam! Come on! 153 00:09:11,363 --> 00:09:15,738 You don't have to be good to win the 800. 154 00:09:15,822 --> 00:09:17,196 What do you have to be, then? 155 00:09:17,279 --> 00:09:20,405 You just have to be willing to suffer the most. 156 00:09:20,488 --> 00:09:22,196 That's right, my girl! 157 00:09:22,279 --> 00:09:25,321 That's right! You just have to be willing to suffer! 158 00:09:25,405 --> 00:09:27,029 (panting) 159 00:09:27,113 --> 00:09:29,571 (beeping) 160 00:09:37,488 --> 00:09:38,488 (whimpers) 161 00:09:38,571 --> 00:09:39,947 Aw, shit! 162 00:09:40,029 --> 00:09:41,488 Yeah! 163 00:09:41,571 --> 00:09:44,947 -Stop it! -Get those endorphins. That's right. 164 00:09:45,029 --> 00:09:46,863 Get them stars. 165 00:09:46,947 --> 00:09:48,154 That's it. 166 00:09:48,238 --> 00:09:49,947 -Sam: Stop. -Hamster: Get it. 167 00:09:50,029 --> 00:09:51,571 -(beeping) -Hamster: Get it, girl! 168 00:09:51,655 --> 00:09:55,321 -(Sam panting) -You gotta work to reach for them stars! 169 00:09:55,405 --> 00:09:57,071 (gasping, panting) 170 00:09:57,154 --> 00:10:00,863 Hamster: Star time. Star time! 171 00:10:01,655 --> 00:10:04,321 Star time. Woo! 172 00:10:04,405 --> 00:10:06,113 -(beeping) -(panting) 173 00:10:06,196 --> 00:10:08,822 Okay. All right. That's probably enough. 174 00:10:10,321 --> 00:10:12,780 -(gasping) -Hamster: Come on. That's too much, Sam. 175 00:10:16,488 --> 00:10:18,697 Sam: Ooh! 176 00:10:18,780 --> 00:10:21,613 -Woman (over PA): Paging Dr. Bender, please. - (PA beeps) 177 00:10:21,697 --> 00:10:24,446 Male: You're not gonna run competitively ever again. 178 00:10:24,530 --> 00:10:27,446 You're gonna need to figure something else out. 179 00:10:27,530 --> 00:10:29,655 (monitors beeping rhythmically) 180 00:10:30,321 --> 00:10:32,738 (ethereal music playing) 181 00:10:32,822 --> 00:10:35,029 Male: That's good. 182 00:10:35,113 --> 00:10:40,446 You're learning the fine, ancient art of meditation. 183 00:10:40,530 --> 00:10:43,822 For this next chapter, I want you to get into your car, 184 00:10:43,905 --> 00:10:46,947 go to that highway at night, 185 00:10:47,029 --> 00:10:49,988 and just drive for a bit, 186 00:10:50,905 --> 00:10:54,279 and feel the wind on your face. 187 00:10:54,363 --> 00:10:58,488 Doesn't it feel nice, just the wind? 188 00:10:58,571 --> 00:11:02,988 And I want you to ask yourself, "Is it enough?" 189 00:11:03,071 --> 00:11:05,238 (wind whooshing softly) 190 00:11:07,113 --> 00:11:09,154 And when you feel safe, 191 00:11:09,238 --> 00:11:13,238 I want you to take a look up at that night sky. 192 00:11:15,071 --> 00:11:16,822 Mm. 193 00:11:16,905 --> 00:11:18,780 Mm-hmm. 194 00:11:18,863 --> 00:11:22,363 The stars, take them in. 195 00:11:22,446 --> 00:11:24,488 Are they enough? 196 00:11:24,571 --> 00:11:28,530 After all, we are all star dust. 197 00:11:29,238 --> 00:11:31,405 Maybe that's all we need, 198 00:11:31,488 --> 00:11:33,571 some star time. 199 00:11:34,405 --> 00:11:37,029 Maybe, just maybe, 200 00:11:37,113 --> 00:11:39,279 this is enough. 201 00:11:39,363 --> 00:11:41,029 Maybe, 202 00:11:41,113 --> 00:11:43,613 just maybe. 203 00:11:45,071 --> 00:11:46,738 -(horn blaring) -(tires screech) 204 00:11:46,822 --> 00:11:50,321 -Hamster: Aw! Son of a bitch! -Fuck! (sighs) 205 00:11:50,947 --> 00:11:52,571 Hey. 206 00:11:53,988 --> 00:11:56,029 Sorry. Didn't see you there. 207 00:11:56,113 --> 00:11:57,321 What the--? 208 00:11:57,405 --> 00:12:00,780 Fuck, man. Did you not fuckin' see me there? 209 00:12:00,863 --> 00:12:02,863 Yeah, no. It's just, uh... 210 00:12:02,947 --> 00:12:05,822 You know, you see that curve, and then, uh, you just didn't-- 211 00:12:05,905 --> 00:12:07,697 Man, were you over the line, a little? 212 00:12:07,780 --> 00:12:11,405 No, I wasn't over the fucking line, fuckin' asshole. 213 00:12:11,488 --> 00:12:14,238 Okay, let's not, maybe throw out... 214 00:12:14,321 --> 00:12:17,238 the assholes this early, all right? I mean, let's just call the authorities 215 00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:19,905 and, uh, and, you know, handle this like adults. 216 00:12:19,988 --> 00:12:21,947 Yeah, we could do that. Or you know what we could do? 217 00:12:22,029 --> 00:12:23,488 You could go fuck yourself. 218 00:12:23,571 --> 00:12:25,530 Wow. Okay, um... 219 00:12:25,613 --> 00:12:27,571 You know what? This wasn't my fault. 220 00:12:27,655 --> 00:12:29,947 -This wasn't your fault? -Nope. 221 00:12:30,029 --> 00:12:31,446 Did you not just see what happened? 222 00:12:31,530 --> 00:12:33,113 -Yeah, I just saw what happened. -You just crashed into me. 223 00:12:33,196 --> 00:12:34,697 -No, I saw what happened. -You fuckin' fuckwad! 224 00:12:34,780 --> 00:12:36,113 You were staring up at the stars 225 00:12:36,196 --> 00:12:37,697 like some sort of druggie or whatever. 226 00:12:37,780 --> 00:12:39,321 Ow. Hey! 227 00:12:39,780 --> 00:12:41,279 Don't do that. 228 00:12:41,947 --> 00:12:44,113 All right? Hey. Let's calm down. 229 00:12:44,196 --> 00:12:46,571 And let's not do anything rash, all right? 230 00:12:46,655 --> 00:12:48,905 -Stop. Hey, stop that! -What? What? What's the matter? 231 00:12:48,988 --> 00:12:50,863 What's the matter, you fuckin' pussy? 232 00:12:50,947 --> 00:12:52,947 What, you can't fight a little fuckin' girl? 233 00:12:54,196 --> 00:12:55,822 Whoa. Hey! 234 00:12:55,905 --> 00:12:57,822 -(Sam laughs) -(Hamster groans) 235 00:12:57,905 --> 00:13:00,113 -Yeah, there he is. There he is. -Hamster: Oh, fuck. 236 00:13:00,196 --> 00:13:02,321 -Come on, man. -What'd I say? Said don't fuckin' push me! 237 00:13:02,405 --> 00:13:04,947 -Don't not fuckin'-- -What, what the fuck are you gonna do to me? 238 00:13:05,029 --> 00:13:07,655 -You fuckin' pussy-ass hamster. -Don't you fuckin' call me that! 239 00:13:07,738 --> 00:13:09,905 -I would fuckin' pay to see what you would do to me. -Oh, my God. 240 00:13:09,988 --> 00:13:11,655 -What? What are you gonna do to me? -Are you fucking serious? 241 00:13:11,738 --> 00:13:13,780 -What are you gonna do to me? -Are you fucking serious? 242 00:13:13,863 --> 00:13:17,238 -What are you gonna do to me? -I'm gonna punch your fuckin' face in, you bitch! 243 00:13:22,363 --> 00:13:24,655 (laughs) 244 00:13:25,655 --> 00:13:27,697 (cackling) 245 00:13:31,363 --> 00:13:33,571 Don't fuckin' laugh. 246 00:13:33,655 --> 00:13:36,905 -(slapping) -(laughing) 247 00:13:40,196 --> 00:13:42,405 Holy shit. You want me to beat you up? 248 00:13:42,488 --> 00:13:44,613 (laughs) 249 00:13:46,405 --> 00:13:47,655 Hamster: Yeah? 250 00:13:47,738 --> 00:13:50,321 All right, then, I'll fuckin' beat you up. 251 00:13:50,405 --> 00:13:52,238 I don't give a fuck. 252 00:13:58,238 --> 00:14:01,571 I ca-- Look, I can't fucking-- I can't do this. 253 00:14:03,655 --> 00:14:05,988 -(Sam grunts) -(Hamster grunts) 254 00:14:06,071 --> 00:14:08,113 (panting) 255 00:14:08,196 --> 00:14:11,238 Did you just fuckin' punch me? 256 00:14:11,321 --> 00:14:13,780 -What the fuck? -Hamster: You're fuckin' crazy. 257 00:14:13,863 --> 00:14:15,405 (Sam laughs) 258 00:14:15,488 --> 00:14:16,905 (grunts) 259 00:14:16,988 --> 00:14:20,363 (laughing) 260 00:14:20,446 --> 00:14:21,780 (Hamster grunts) 261 00:14:22,154 --> 00:14:23,071 (spits) 262 00:14:23,154 --> 00:14:25,113 ♪ ♪ 263 00:14:25,613 --> 00:14:26,613 (punch thuds) 264 00:14:27,905 --> 00:14:31,238 (punches thudding) 265 00:14:31,321 --> 00:14:33,446 (Hamster grunting) 266 00:14:35,279 --> 00:14:37,363 (whispers): Oh, star time. 267 00:14:37,446 --> 00:14:39,321 (panting) 268 00:14:41,530 --> 00:14:45,238 (Christmas music playing) 269 00:14:45,321 --> 00:14:46,905 Come on. Open it. 270 00:14:46,988 --> 00:14:48,697 -Come on. -Okay. Let me do it. 271 00:14:48,780 --> 00:14:50,947 -All right. -It's mine. 272 00:14:51,905 --> 00:14:54,446 (chuckles, gasps) 273 00:14:57,571 --> 00:14:59,154 You got me Serenity. 274 00:14:59,238 --> 00:15:02,530 Yeah, well, I kind of got it for you because we live together. 275 00:15:02,613 --> 00:15:04,697 -So it's kind of for me, too. -Okay. 276 00:15:04,780 --> 00:15:06,154 -It's perfect. -(both laughing) 277 00:15:06,238 --> 00:15:08,279 Thank you. 278 00:15:08,988 --> 00:15:10,405 Mm! 279 00:15:10,488 --> 00:15:12,321 Okay. Come on. 280 00:15:12,863 --> 00:15:14,571 -Okay. -Come on. Gimme. 281 00:15:14,655 --> 00:15:17,154 Oh, okay. It's a big box. 282 00:15:17,655 --> 00:15:19,530 Really? Another-- 283 00:15:19,613 --> 00:15:21,488 -You're a doofus. -It's another box. 284 00:15:21,571 --> 00:15:23,655 -All right. -(rattling) 285 00:15:26,488 --> 00:15:28,822 -Okay. I can't-- I-- -(laughs) 286 00:15:28,905 --> 00:15:31,071 This is so you, actually. 287 00:15:31,154 --> 00:15:32,863 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 288 00:15:32,947 --> 00:15:36,196 ♪ Strike the harp and join the chorus... ♪ 289 00:15:36,279 --> 00:15:38,780 -It's not what you think. -Mm-hmm. 290 00:15:39,238 --> 00:15:42,947 -'Cause it's similar boxes, but... -Okay. 291 00:15:43,029 --> 00:15:46,947 -Is it a Tiffany's bracelet? You know... Okay. All right. -Mm-hmm. 292 00:15:47,029 --> 00:15:49,363 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 293 00:15:49,446 --> 00:15:50,363 ♪ ♪ 294 00:15:50,446 --> 00:15:53,613 -It is what you think. -(laughs) 295 00:15:53,697 --> 00:15:56,029 -You got me Pain. -Yep. Also for me. 296 00:15:56,113 --> 00:15:59,113 -I love it. -(Sam chuckles) 297 00:15:59,196 --> 00:16:01,113 That is, like... 298 00:16:01,196 --> 00:16:05,029 -...insane that we got each other the same gift. -Right? 299 00:16:05,113 --> 00:16:07,780 ♪ Hail the New Year, lads and lasses ♪ 300 00:16:07,863 --> 00:16:10,321 ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 301 00:16:10,405 --> 00:16:11,947 What? 302 00:16:12,029 --> 00:16:15,029 -(heart thumping) -(whispers): Star time. 303 00:16:16,279 --> 00:16:18,029 What? 304 00:16:18,113 --> 00:16:20,738 (echoing): ♪ Fa-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 305 00:16:20,822 --> 00:16:22,530 -Mmm. -Mmm! 306 00:16:23,279 --> 00:16:24,697 Mmm. 307 00:16:25,571 --> 00:16:26,780 (stars clinking) 308 00:16:26,863 --> 00:16:29,863 Okay. Um... 309 00:16:33,279 --> 00:16:37,071 I, uh... Man, okay. Okay, um... 310 00:16:37,154 --> 00:16:40,655 I'm sorry, Sam. I just, I-I don't-- 311 00:16:40,738 --> 00:16:42,905 I don't see us that way. 312 00:16:42,988 --> 00:16:45,988 You know? We're, we're, we're buds. We're friends. 313 00:16:46,071 --> 00:16:48,321 Yeah, no. I'm sorry. I didn't-- 314 00:16:48,405 --> 00:16:50,863 I didn't mean to. I think I'm just-- 315 00:16:50,947 --> 00:16:52,613 a little drunk, and... 316 00:16:52,697 --> 00:16:54,321 I'm actually kind of stoned, so-- 317 00:16:54,405 --> 00:16:58,321 No, it's fine. It's fine. Look, um, I'm glad we're talking about this. 318 00:16:59,196 --> 00:17:01,613 -You're glad we're talking about this? -Yeah. Come on, Sam. 319 00:17:01,697 --> 00:17:03,697 -I-I was just being stupid. -Sam, Sam, look. 320 00:17:03,780 --> 00:17:05,863 We can talk about anything, okay? 321 00:17:05,947 --> 00:17:09,071 -I know we can talk about anything. It's like-- -No. Come on, it's-- 322 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:11,613 Justin, shut the fuck up! 323 00:17:16,238 --> 00:17:18,279 -Justin: Um... -You just were, like, pushing. 324 00:17:18,363 --> 00:17:20,988 -It's like, I get it. You're-- -Justin: I'm sorry. 325 00:17:21,738 --> 00:17:23,738 It's fine. Okay? Um... 326 00:17:23,822 --> 00:17:26,530 -It's just, like, not a big deal and you're making it seem... -I'm sorry. 327 00:17:26,613 --> 00:17:29,113 -...like a fucking deal. -Okay. I'm sorry. Look. 328 00:17:29,196 --> 00:17:31,780 I'm gonna go get us some cigarettes. 329 00:17:31,863 --> 00:17:35,905 -Okay. -Yeah? And when I get back, we'll just... 330 00:17:35,988 --> 00:17:38,697 -...talk. -No. We don't have-- 331 00:17:38,780 --> 00:17:41,279 It didn't even happen, so it doesn't matter. 332 00:17:41,363 --> 00:17:42,738 Okay. 333 00:18:01,279 --> 00:18:04,488 ♪ ♪ 334 00:18:15,822 --> 00:18:18,321 (floorboards creak) 335 00:18:19,154 --> 00:18:21,363 It's getting to that point. 336 00:18:21,446 --> 00:18:23,863 (whispers): Shut the fuck up. 337 00:18:27,822 --> 00:18:29,446 You're gonna have to make a decision. 338 00:18:29,530 --> 00:18:31,863 Look, your heart rate is getting really low, and-- 339 00:18:31,947 --> 00:18:35,697 (whispers): My God. Can you please just shut the fuck up? 340 00:18:35,780 --> 00:18:37,071 I can't. 341 00:18:38,113 --> 00:18:40,446 What the fuck do you even want from me? 342 00:18:40,530 --> 00:18:43,363 I don't-- Look, I don't know, Sam. 343 00:18:43,446 --> 00:18:44,780 You don't know? 344 00:18:44,863 --> 00:18:46,571 I don't know, either, you fuckin'-- 345 00:18:46,655 --> 00:18:49,822 hamster-ass, fuckin' fuck-face piece of hai-- 346 00:18:49,905 --> 00:18:52,029 hairy bullshit! 347 00:18:53,530 --> 00:18:56,571 -And stop looking at me like that! -Like what? 348 00:18:56,905 --> 00:19:00,780 Like you want me to just bite the fuckin' bullet and get clean. 349 00:19:00,863 --> 00:19:03,405 -I tried already, and it's too hard. -It is? 350 00:19:03,488 --> 00:19:06,947 Yes. Yes, it is, okay? It's too hard. 351 00:19:07,029 --> 00:19:08,446 And I-- 352 00:19:08,530 --> 00:19:12,071 Even if I fucking could, I don't wanna live like that. 353 00:19:12,697 --> 00:19:15,029 I wanna feel alive. 354 00:19:18,071 --> 00:19:20,530 You wanna be alive like her? 355 00:19:23,279 --> 00:19:26,238 I sure as shit don't wanna be... 356 00:19:26,321 --> 00:19:30,655 You know, fuckin'... all sobered up. 357 00:19:30,738 --> 00:19:32,488 No excitement. 358 00:19:32,571 --> 00:19:35,988 Or fuckin'... Fuckin'... 359 00:19:36,071 --> 00:19:38,697 -You're running out of time, Sam. -Shut the fuck up! 360 00:19:38,780 --> 00:19:40,154 Shut the fuck up! 361 00:19:40,238 --> 00:19:42,905 Please, just stop. 362 00:19:42,988 --> 00:19:45,988 God, who even fuckin' are you? 363 00:19:46,071 --> 00:19:47,697 You keep coming around 364 00:19:47,780 --> 00:19:49,446 and giving me drugs, and taking them away, 365 00:19:49,530 --> 00:19:51,697 and yelling at me, and eating my fuckin' pussy. 366 00:19:51,780 --> 00:19:53,863 Who the fuck even are you? 367 00:19:56,488 --> 00:19:58,822 -Who are you? -Hamster: I'm you. 368 00:20:00,613 --> 00:20:02,238 Okay? I'm you. 369 00:20:12,947 --> 00:20:16,071 All right. If you're me, then... 370 00:20:16,154 --> 00:20:18,988 -...tell me what to do. -You know I can't do that. 371 00:20:24,655 --> 00:20:27,780 Well, can you at least tell me what my options are? 372 00:20:29,196 --> 00:20:31,196 Yeah. Um... 373 00:20:31,279 --> 00:20:33,863 The way I see it is this. 374 00:20:33,947 --> 00:20:36,613 You can either pull that needle out... 375 00:20:37,947 --> 00:20:40,321 or you can push it all the way in. 376 00:20:41,613 --> 00:20:44,822 Right? Don't-- Don't get much simpler than that. 377 00:20:48,822 --> 00:20:50,488 Huh. 378 00:20:54,947 --> 00:20:57,154 (sniffles, sighs) 379 00:20:57,655 --> 00:20:58,822 (sniffles) 380 00:21:03,154 --> 00:21:06,613 I just don't know if I can do it anymore. 381 00:21:10,113 --> 00:21:12,029 It all... 382 00:21:12,113 --> 00:21:14,238 hurts. 383 00:21:14,321 --> 00:21:16,613 It all feels really bad. 384 00:21:19,154 --> 00:21:21,405 There's nothing... 385 00:21:22,613 --> 00:21:26,154 -There's nothing like it. -Hamster: Like star time? 386 00:21:28,446 --> 00:21:29,863 Yeah. 387 00:21:30,863 --> 00:21:32,697 Like star time. 388 00:21:34,321 --> 00:21:37,363 And I've been trying so hard... 389 00:21:38,530 --> 00:21:41,530 to get it from other places, but I just can't. 390 00:21:41,613 --> 00:21:43,613 (sniffles) 391 00:21:43,697 --> 00:21:45,530 It just... 392 00:21:48,988 --> 00:21:51,071 Hamster: I understand. 393 00:21:56,279 --> 00:21:58,154 (sighs) 394 00:22:05,446 --> 00:22:09,947 ♪ ♪ 395 00:22:16,613 --> 00:22:18,405 (heart thumping) 396 00:22:35,113 --> 00:22:36,697 (sighs) 397 00:22:37,863 --> 00:22:39,613 (thumping continues) 398 00:22:52,530 --> 00:22:53,988 (sighs) 399 00:22:55,988 --> 00:22:58,113 ♪ ♪ 400 00:23:00,530 --> 00:23:07,405 ♪ Twinkle, twinkle, little star ♪ 401 00:23:07,488 --> 00:23:11,238 ♪ How I wonder ♪ 402 00:23:11,321 --> 00:23:14,238 ♪ What you are ♪ 403 00:23:14,321 --> 00:23:21,196 ♪ Up above the world so high ♪ 404 00:23:21,279 --> 00:23:27,905 ♪ Like a diamond in the sky ♪ 405 00:23:27,988 --> 00:23:34,738 ♪ Twinkle, twinkle, little star ♪ 406 00:23:34,822 --> 00:23:38,822 ♪ How I wonder ♪ 407 00:23:38,905 --> 00:23:44,446 ♪ What you are ♪ 408 00:24:01,655 --> 00:24:02,738 ♪ (ROCK MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 409 00:24:03,405 --> 00:24:05,738 MAN: I'm not liking this. It's me. 410 00:24:06,738 --> 00:24:08,905 I'm just trying something new to try to jog your memory. 411 00:24:08,988 --> 00:24:10,947 I don't know what you want me to say here. I mean-- 412 00:24:11,029 --> 00:24:12,530 Anything that occurs to you is fine. 413 00:24:13,196 --> 00:24:15,363 -MAN: Something's coming to me. -WOMAN: Just go with it. 414 00:24:17,863 --> 00:24:20,196 (VOICE CRACKS) Did something happen to that little boy? 415 00:24:23,697 --> 00:24:25,029 ♪ ( MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 416 00:24:26,405 --> 00:24:28,655 Oh, yeah!